.:sun+sand+sea:.

2006-06-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

hello!

chin;s house warming party yesterday! haha she's staying in a showflat, really. yeah, and before that we watched the omen. wasted our money can, it was so boring. we should have watched just my luck! sickening.

group photo!

germ, chin, me

such cam whores

stayed back for bulletin today with joses and celine. im gonna be DAMN PACKED this week!! like, most busy. hahah. anyway, happy fathers day!! (:

im bushed.

these laces are untied but my feet are still walking away

2006-03-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

MOVED. I DONT KNOW HOW TO LIKE REMOVE THE WHOLE BLOG AND JUST HAVE THE WORDS THERE. SO YEAH. CLICK HERE

2006-03-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

OH SHEESH, holidays are WAY too short.
heck, it didn't even feel like a holiday. and i'm totally not caring for my holiday homework. im either gonna start tmr, or in an hours time. hahah the former probably (:

anyway, happy birthday to my great grandmother who turned 94 today(:
she fell down and injured herself so the party was at my house instead of the restaurant. haha. and my dad burned the tablecloth accidentaly. how typical.

mm at yun's house was.. rather lazy. haha we just sat around watching pride and prejudice, in her shoes and bridget jones. i like P&P! MR DARCYYYY! hahaha its basically a show about girls shamelessly chasing guys around (:

alright, i had better start THINKING of when to do my homework. haha.

i love, i love... i love you

2006-03-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

oh gosh i HATE logarithms or whatever RUBBISH. LIKE YUCK. hate it hate it hate it =

in the morning went to kranji to have breakfast at BOLLYWOOD VEGGIES. haha i dont know whats up with my parents and weird places. its quite nice lah. the food's all organic and stuff. and its been featured on tv a few times. can try going there its quite nice! haha.

yesterday was cheerleading dayy(: i think we were quite nervous and suddenly our practices were all screwed up. but in the end it was fabulous! hahah. hope we'll get into finals. then we can POLISH AND POLISH AND POLISH hahahahah (: after that went for lunch with the baddy's and candice. then went shopping at town! haha like finally i got a "temporary" bag while waiting for a nice one. haha. and i got quraisha's present too! like finally :D we were super tired! oh haha candice got her wallet. good thing i was there if not she'd have bought the ~~ugly~~ pink leopard print one. EEW. haha.

then caught JASON MRAZ at esplanade! haha he so rocks can. even though we could, ahem, hardly see his face properly. haha his songs are so damn nice and his guitar is so damn good. amazing how such nice sounds come from a six-stringed thing (: and he and his drum playing friend are so funny, haha. i shall go download all his songs when my com's fixed. now im using this laopok laptop can. eew. haha.

i hear she's kickin ass across the board
And rock two hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over
she's a warrior
i couldn't play again because the game it never ended
It never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter
there's no love for me no more

say it isn't so
how she easily come, and she easy go
please don't tell her that i've been meaning to miss her
because i don't

she was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before i crawled over them
she is taller than i am
she knew i wouldn't mind the view there
or the altitude with a mouth full of air
she let me down and doubt came out until the now became later

say that it isn't so
how she easily come, how she easy go
please don't tell her cause she don't really need to know

that i'm crazy like the rest of us
and i'm crazier when i'm next to her

so why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras
i told you i don't but
i am only trying to be the best with my attempt
To cure the rest is sure to lay me ease
The plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
that's easier said
easier than done
please don't dare to tell her what i've become
please don't mention all the attention i have drawn
please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when i'm gone

because i'm crazy like the rest of us
but i'm crazier when i'm next to her

and it's amazing how she's so self-assured
but i know she'd hate me if she knew my words
do i hurt anymore
do i hurt, well
i don't
i don't
i don't

after i heard this song i was like, woah. haha.

okay, im going to pack my room now. like after a million years.

no please don't complicate,
our time is short this is our faith,
im yours. no please don't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait, the sky is yours

2006-03-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

I AM TOTALLY EXHAUSTED.

woke up late today, so i made candice waait. haha sorry dear. so, cheerleading rocked!
many thanks to shihua and zaneta for doing all the hard work! (: and of course to all the cheerleaders tooooo YAY(: we practiced from 8 till 2.30? and had a little lunch break eating PIZZA'S and drinking PEPSI. hahaha.
then went to ris's house to do english project. i was pretty tired out by then so i just sat on the couch eating nachos, playing guitar and taking weird pictures. haha i shall post them for yall later(: oh yeah, i LOVE her toilet. her house has this whole, mexican thing going on. hahaha.

sit ups?!

my piece of paper(:

go three twwooo!

acting cute, and gita acting scary behind them. haha.

i think this one's REALLY scary. hahaha.

2006-03-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

YAY FOR HOLIDAYS(:

family outing today. haha i hope english project and cheerleading will go well tmr. goodnight!

2006-03-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

All parents damage their children.
It cannot be helped.
Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers.
Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.

got this from sophie's. which she got from the mitch albom!
its sad don't you think? but very true.
mine's on the way to shattering into tiny pieces. they just can't seem to see. choking too tight till i can't breathe. my dad just scolded me for getting off the com five minutes late yesterday. normally, i would have talked back and complained about him being unreasonable (which i still think he is). then i thought, why bother. whenever i voice out anything, its wrong. straightaway. they dont even give reasons. their standard answer is,"i dont need to justify myself"
so whatever. i'll just let him talk. let him think i'm listening. but i'm trying to change, really. but i don't need their unreasonable-ishness.

there's so much more i could say, i could go on and on. but its not gonna help is it?

2006-03-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

[caes] haha i just realised that i can call you CAESPER nad JASPER. cool eh.
[chelsea] hahhaha the crazy woman will KILL me.
[can] haha err.you know what im talking about?

Oh why can’t I be what you need?
a new improved version of me
But I’m nothing so good, no I’m nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down, fold me in
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you, oh,
I break in two, and each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don’t see me, you don’t

Here I’m pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I’m tossing and tortured till dawn
I view visions of you, then you're gone
The shock bleeds the red from my face
When I hear someone has taken my place
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you

oh gosh, im gonna be so screwed when my report card comes back. the normal nagging, scolding, then the cold shoulder. whoopee.

my goodness all i want to do is get a freaking PASS for chinese! okay from now on i shall BE MORE ENTHU IN SPEAKING CHINESE. jiang hua yu!
and holidays are coninggcomingcoming! (: and so is the homework and projects but, nevermind! anyway it's usually just CHIONG on sunday night right? haha.

goodnight! and HOORAY for holidays (:

i don't want to lose the friend in you

2006-03-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

what attitude.

i don't like you very much anymore.

2006-03-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

NO NO NO DON'T LOOK. NOT ALLOWED.
the more i look, the more i love. no way, im not allowing it.

my gosh, i was totally JINXED today. all because of that stupid "tiki-something doll" hengo made today. its blue, stuffed with toilet paper, and looks HIDEOUS. hence the name, hideous. hahah. im not gonna list all the bad stuff that happened man. make me angry only! haha. actually, it'll only jinx you if you do bad stuff to it like pluck out its eye. haha.

horrible just called me using hengo's phone to say that they saw mauricette! haha which is quite DUMB if you ask me hahahaha :D

and i just made one doll! its so much nicer than hideous okay. i was planning on making 20. but after one im like already want to die. so.. i dont know if i should continue making. im cutting up my p6camp tshirt to make it! hahaha.
i shall post a picture of it with hideous when i go to school tmr.

i shall do homework tonight. first time ever.

i miss this girl ): i havent talked to her in ages, and she hasn't been coming online or my blog! ): i hope she's having fun in perth ):

but i don't care for sugar honey if i can't have you

2006-03-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Sat on the roof And I kicked off the moss.
Well some of these verses
Well they, they got me quite cross.
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song.

It's for people like you
That keep it turned on.

So excuse me forgetting,
But these things I do.
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue.
Anyway the thing is,
What I really mean,
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen.

haha i get really really sad everytime i watch moulin rouge.
which is quite frequently! hahah.

nooooooooo its MONDAY tmr ):

2006-03-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

feeling less emo now. i can blog properly again! haha.

YES i want to say something.

freeloader made me get a big fat ZERO/ZILCH/KOSONG for chinese evaluation or whatever rubbish can.

"i feel like being mean. you lousy freeloader- your grape yoghurt fruitella."
at least you were the one being maluated when she read it to the whole class lah! hahaha i should show her your can-i-photocopy-your-compo thing. YOU ARE SO GOING TO DIE IF I FAIL MY CHINESE. which i know i will(: hahah.

and, being the loner that i am. i didnt ask anyone to be my partner for POHPOH'S song thing. and its already so late. so YAY WHO WANTS TO BE MY PARTNER?! im desperate hahahahha.

i just watched the simple life and america's next top model that i taped on wednesday.
kim's damn freaking HOT. hahaha. but she got out! damn bre.
and i want harrod's rollsroyce to pullover in front of my suite in trump tower and take me to harrods for a $15000 shopping spree, complete with a band of assistants.
i want paris hilton's FATHER.

yeah right.

anyway, im supposed to have tuition at like 930-11?! i hope she gets my missed call and calls me back! oh, she just called. HAHA. YAY (:
and im staying at ling's for the night just cos i was feeling so darn emo just now ):
then will be meeting horrible at 1130 to CUT HAIR =D not me lah. hahah then cheerleading at sherms! (: hope it'll be productive. hardly actually, when ris is around hahahaha.

sigh, okay there's many things to be happy about. no more emo emo galxz galz for me!

Everyone's a lost romantic,
Since our love became a kissing show
Everyone's a Cassanova,
Come and pass me the mistletoe

2006-03-03T17:34:00.000+08:00

heats at vj just now. sucks lah all the pro pro people in my group! but then again, everybody running was fastfast.

im BURNT.

~~fucking~~ melancholy days.
i feel damn loser. no, not because of the heats.
i don't know how to put it in words. its just.. i feel loser lah. god my vocabulary rocks.
like EVERYTHING. i have no social life, no good results to show for anything.
i just realised i don't talk to alot of people. my neighbours especially. i should like, go talk to them more. but whatever. no social life remember?

too fucking much left unsaid

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone

2006-03-02T22:43:00.001+08:00

happy birthday germaise tan jiangling!

thankyou for all the silly times during dg time and your constructive feedback about everything(:

we lost to mgs today. but its okay, i think we all tried our very best! (: which is good good. hahah.

i was late for chinese tuition and now im beeat ):
goodnight! rest well everybodyy.

where's you go? i miss you so

2006-03-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

2006-03-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

i like this skin! haha gave up trying to make another one.
LAZY.

yellow! (: haha i'll just play around with this one.
and i dont know why the "links" button is not working!! so i guess it'll be down for awhile. heh.

YAY GO B DIV. ALL THE WAY TMR! we'll do our best(: semi finals!! gogogogo. but i'll be missing heats! relays are like the funnest ever please. bleargh.

go listen to "goodbye for now" by P.O.D
abit too rappy for me, but nice =D

i think the hardest part of holding on is letting it go

2006-02-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

Calcutta streams from porch life
Where we opened up our party gifts
And you fell down the stairs on purpose
And you drive to Europe in the rain
Your hair's done up but no one's gonna see it
Well, maybe you should drive me home, home

YAY 3/2 IS GONNA RULE THIS YEAR(: go cheerleaders!

okay i've officially like failed practically alot of things. hahahaha. OHWELL. i dont CAREEE. YAY.

got my atm card today! haha and couldnt find any tote from nikee ): and ebay's selling all those SHANGHAI MAO PAI HUO. plus, i cant find any fred perry one's either and its so jealousing cos the girl standing in front of me in the queue in the bank was carrying an AWESOME white one.
eew do i sound bimbo?

no one's hands are strong enough, to fix what happened here

2006-02-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

rockapella is nice okay.
keep quiet.
HAHAHA.

tabi --
[noun]:

A master blogger

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2006-02-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

cough cough. non-stop coughing throughout sermon yesterday and classes today!

anywayy, just went for lunch with eunice then her dad fetched me homee. im supposed to be doing work now but THIS STUPID COMPUTER FORCED ME TO COME ON. hahaha.

sigh, i JUST passed geog this time! but at least i passed overall? haha ):

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing
if I don't see you anymore

oh mann i like this song!
far away by nickelback(:

2006-02-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

november is all i know,
and all i ever want to know

sweeeeet november (:

2006-02-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Tabitha!

Tabitha is the only one of the original Seven Wonders of the World that still survives.
In Japan, tabitha can only be prepared by chefs specially trained and certified by the government!
Only one person in two billion will live to be tabitha.
Some birds use tabitha to orientate themselves during migration.
On average, women blink nearly twice as much as tabitha.
If a snake is born with two heads, the heads will fight over who gets tabitha!
A bride should wear something old, something new, something borrowed, and tabitha.
Tabitha once lost a Dolly Parton lookalike contest.
Ancient Chinese artists would never paint pictures of tabitha.
Tabitha is the last letter of the Greek alphabet.

hahaha i think this is super duper funny. got it from chelseaa (: hhaha.

went to catch pink panther with eunice yaozhong and vernon yesterday. haha the show's funny! i like his funny accent! hahaha. then had dinner at pastamaniaa.

hahah and somebody stalked me on my way to drums this morning. this ah pek was riding his bicycle and kept following me around, asking me if i was going to work, and how much he had to pay (?) then i was like, NO NO DONT FOLLOW ME. please lah, if he was riding a harley then MAYBE. but BICYCLE?! hahahahah. and i think he thought i was a chicken or something EEW. but but i was just wearing the tennis shirt and fbts. heh.

training sucked. alotalot! i never want to see coach richard maan. sickening man.

i need fast songs. numb how im feeling now.

2006-02-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

i decided to blog again after deciding not to blog (:

hmm went to support the baddys just now! it was super super hottt. went with a silly bunch of crazy people. haha (: and now my cough is worse because of the rain and the ice blended oreo pao pao cha with mini pearls ):

i am HORRIFIED by social studies test today. i totally saw the time wrongly, and wrote like 1 quarter of what i wanted to, and could write. i swear im gonna flunk like crazy. my GOSH it was such an easy thing please and i SCREWED IT. ONCE AGAIN. i so do not want to go to school tmr and endure amath spring test ): i really hate amath! but im quite happy with the ss ca i just got back =D

i hope i shall be free during the one week hols in march. i want my sentosaaa and one week shopping spreeeeeeeee WHEEEEE (: but mum wants to go malaysia or thailand or something. ohwell.

sheesh my dad's so unreasonable. seriously. as unreasonable as this teacher booking this girl for "smiling unescesarily during national anthem" what the hell right. this kind of people ah. TSK.

i think i should change my blogskin! this one's getting old. heh.

Remember when we first met
And everything was still a bet in love's game
You would call;
I'd call you back
And then I'd leave a message on your answering machine

2006-02-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

i'm officially sick, and feeling like shit. haha it rhymes!

kept sniffing non-stop during math and chem tuitions =/
and you knowwwww so STUPID lah.
yesterday i thought my contact lens was stuck somewhere in my eye, then i was like rubbing and poking my eye trying to find the thing. in the end i couldn't find anything! so me and eunice met my mom at the doctor after school because i forgot to bring my wallet haha how smart.
in the end the doctor said there wasn't anything inside! and now it's inflammed and i can't wear contacts for like 5days because i was prodding it so hard trying to find it last night. GOODNESS.

ohwell, so now i can't breathe. and there's ss ca tmr. yawn.

anyway, im taking my life back

2006-02-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

im SICK. darnit! sore throst and blocked nose oh noo ):

oh well. went out with horrible and angelica today. haha. i wanted bought less stuff than i wanted ): but at least i did my eyebrows! hah! finally i dont look like some disgusting vampire. YAY. i think i should write down a list to organize exactly what i want to buy, so i wont end up buying unecessary stuff like sunglasses *ahemahem* =D

list!

going out slippers/sandals
quraisha's present
adidas, nike tote bag
BELT
sunglasses? hahah.
tops

yay i feel organized now (:

ohhhhhhhhhh shitty geog is gonna be tough tmr. and i havent really studied =/

sigh, takecare everybody. many people're catching the flu these days. ): drink vitamin c!! =D haha.

You'll say, that we've got nothing in common,
No common ground to start from,
And we're falling apart,
You'll say the world has come between us,
Our lives have come between us,
Still I know you just don't care.

2006-02-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

Monday found me on my knees again
Breathing You into blur the lines that mark where I begin
And where You end no use in trying to pretend
Come take me again
'Cause rumor has it I'm not who I've been
Come define me

song day! so many songs were stuck in my head. but now i think i've forgotten all of them!! anyway, i think training today sucked. we were seriously stoning away while the rest got to play matches. i was quite pissed cos we had to do DRILLS. and i think i was super attitude to coach richard :S

i need some more s slash! aha tmr i have to buy stuff man, hopefully.
geography here i come.
i want that a1.

2006-02-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to think anymore.

i dont know what to study too. i've got like so much free time now and im wasting it all away! fantastic.

SUNDAY NIGHT BLUES. arghapjnuireaosliekvm!!!!! weekends pass oh so fast and i really dont want them to end.

2006-02-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

ac funfair just now! haha it was really hot. literally. sun sun sun! and then rain. haha how stupid.

and then i had to leave for training =
saw many people. went to chin's house first to meet her then went there to meet her friends! haha i think i they are quite nice. but anyway! im super tired. i dont really want to type.

goodnight!

nobody said it was gonna be easy
oh its such a shame for us to part

2006-02-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be studying bio now but im taking a break! one more chapter! man, if i dont score for the ca tmr im SCREWED. seriously seriously.

hmm had training today. i think it was quite alot of people today? haha and i dont like honey bubbletea. its really really disgusting please dont buy it!
omgomgomgomgomgimsofreakingjealousnowdammitmygodwhatswrongwithme

i forgot what i had wanted to blog about.

A tragic love affair that I don't understand

2006-02-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

oh goodness blogger is making me FRUSTRATED!

and i HATE mrs loy. at first i thought she was alright, but then she kept picking on me after i took off my socks and shoes during class! and when i came late for class. BUT IT WAS ONLY LIKE TWICE. sickening. now she's embarassing me in front of everybody. EEEEIIIYRRR! and i hate sitting in front. i bet you she's gonna put me right at the teacher's table next. annoying fat woman with no sense of colour coordination whatsoever.
>=

ANYWAY. candice came over with eunice today. yup. and dad left for spain today. im quite relieved if you ask me. hahaha SSHHH.

i feel so free now!

So pinch me I must be dreaming
My life has lost all its meaning
But i like the way I'm feeling now

2006-02-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

haha got this from eunice! yeah and i think its really accurate! surprisingly. haha.

anyway, happy valentines day to all!
<33
i feel LOVED =D

be mine, be my valentine,
please love me for a day,
i'll be yours and you'll be mine,
I'll hold you close and say,
be mine, be my valentine,
i'll tell you i love you,
i'll write u a poem that doesn't rhyme,
but it still was meant for you

2006-02-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

GOSH my family is so darn IT retarded. one lousy slow laptop and laupok computer! eeiyer cant stand it. they wont spend money on anything that has to do with technology? goodness.

tmr is valentines day! spending it with faye eunice and soph. haha its gonna be fun fun (: LOADS of catching up. its the season for love right? (: hahah.

training today was hot. qing fetched us for bubbletea after trng and i tell you, sit his van can die one please!! seriously. haha then we went to eastpoint to buy flowers. quite funny. then walked home. im really tired now.

screwed up lit ca. no surprise. and i'll just screw up tmr's math ca as well! sigh, i seriously need to become smarter! hahaha.

rose for you, my love?

2006-02-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

MANNN THE LEAD SINGER IN INXS IS HOT.
haha at least i think so! especially in that music video hahahaha =D

i feel sick after eating a whole tub of that fried seaweed thing. eergh! haha.

why is everybody so freaking smart? I HATE IT. goodness im SURROUNDED. maybe if i mix with them more i'd finally understand math and irritating chem, and be able to SPEAK the b___y chinese language.

yeah right.

You're like candy in the sun
You're my angel on the run
You're like candy in the sun

2006-02-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

haha im quite happy today!

caught fun with dick and jane at lido. i think some parts are super super funny HAHAH.

and o level results todayy! YAY congrats aye? (: hahha.

remind me to do my homework BY MONDAY ARGHHH!

she'll stay awake to see a picture perfect
moon she'll give me
she ties a ribbon to
and with the stars she lets me know shes mine

2006-02-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

I HATE FRIENDSTER MY GOODNESS.

im NEVER going "friend surfing" anymore i HATE IT!!

anyway, went out with angelica and candice just now. hahahah funny funny! we ate roti prata with cheese, paper prata, weird tasting mee rebus and putu mayam! haaha and went jacket hunting for my one and only SHA. can't believe im so nice!! haha.

man i hate tuition. especially chinese. can't wait till i get my stuff next weeeek =D
dammit, im falling hard.

right now, the sun is tryin' to kill the moon

2006-02-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

Is it written in the stars?
Are we paying for some crime?
Is that all that we are good for?
Just a stretch of mortal time
Is this God's experiment?
In which we have no say
In which we're given paradise
But only for a day

No I can't ever let you go
Your a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know the reason why
I can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls cos I miss you

no, sweet songs aint for me.

2006-02-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

tests tests and MORE tests.

AHHHH i need to go out. BUY stuff.

had chem tuition with eunice just now. it was okay i guess. the teacher's quite funny really. haha.
ifeel__justthinkingofit

why am i feeling down, when you're out messing around

2006-02-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

haha i quite like my new skin! but i'll still be changing stuff here and there =D

im really really bushed today. seriously! so yeah, goodnight (:

shoutouts
pH- oh ahha okay sure sure!
lightstar- i THINK i know who you are. hahahaha.
caes- YOU SICKENING CHILD! haha.
lolly- YEEEAHH!! =D and i had ss CA during recess that day you toot!!
lennard- hahahaha!! its just some random girl!

2006-02-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

hello!

i hate ss! i hate chem! i hate everything! oh screw homework and ca's!

ULTRA FUNNY day at the foodcourt today. hahaha i shan't say anything except it was embarrasing x)

im working on a new skin noww! not exactly NEW lah. haha.
hope it'll be done real soon.
OMG THE STUPID PHOTOBUCKET'S NOT WORKING!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

2006-02-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
lennard- hahahahaha oh stop it. seriously.
nette- haha nope we didnt!
wida- HAHAH yes pretty wida. PRICELESS wida ;D (pukes pukes)

my eye hurts.

anyway, chinese new year reflections. haha i definately tried to eat less this year. happy happy yes. haha and met a few really really distant (rich) relatives X)

anyway, yesterday went to yun's house with yiping, yun, chin, bryan, lennard, ben and david.
haha really really funny stuff!

im really red now. cos we umpired for the match today. haha and we won sac! yup it was QUITE close. heh. hope we'd do better on friday! c'mon b div! =D

im screwing all my ca's.

what a random, all over the place post.

I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane

2006-01-30T09:43:00.000+08:00

goodmorning!

visitation was HOOKAY yesterday. got quite alot of hongbaos! i think it'll be more than last year =D haha anw, i forgot to bring my ss book and amath book back! that means i won't be able to do hw and study for ca. sucks right.

hhaha oh! i saw lee hsien loong yesterday! it was really funny. we were like driving then we saw his car surrounded by all these police cars/motorcycle. then they didn't allow ANYONE to overtake them. then my oh-so-smart father went to drive right beside LHL's car! then he stuck his head out the window and waved to us (: hahahahah. then after that the police on the motorbike looked at us like he wanted to eat us up and wagged a finger at my dad. haha! ohwell.

my mom was supposed to go for some cny party at his house today. but we've to go visiting some more. haha. yawn. somebody please please tell me the homework? =

Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving

2006-01-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

happy cny eve!

annoying sister! using up my computer time GRRRRRR. haha.

shoutouts
lightstar- hahahaha who are youuuuu? i think i know who laaah =)
raihan- haha okaay! i like your skin! its so simple and cute! =D
germ- BUT STILL! we MUST study together sometime soon.
fadoo- HAHA BECAUSE YOU ARE SO SLOW! and allstar shall be OUR song okay? our special song (: hahahahhaha.
lolly- haha yessss. and that paragragh shall be OUR paragraph aye?

just came back from reunion dinner! not much of a reunion i think? but nevermind. cant wait for tmr the ANGPOWS!! =) YEAAH. haha. ohwell. i've decided to throw that "not to spend so much money" new years resolution right out the window now. =)
shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

somebody once told me the world was gonna roll me ;D

2006-01-27T18:08:00.000+08:00

omg im such a freaking DUMB ass.
effing stupid.

AHHHHHHH i can't believe it really really really.

i got two for chem! hahaha best in the world man. but thats not really why im stupid. cos i knew i'd get zero. hahah. but anyway, i hate failing. now its reminding me of the OLD days when i was so lazy and retarded that i kept failing. but im not now. and i still fail. i really don't get it? ohwell. i shall just buy alot alot alot of stuff to make myself happy again.

things to buy:
1) NUM brazilian praias
2) crumpler/samsonite animal bag things
3) nike/sigg waterbottle
4) pullover
5) nice clothes

and an ipod video if im still not totally broke after that (:
drifting away again.

just stay with me lay with me now

2006-01-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

OMG im missing obs already. like how dumb! haha we were complaining like mad there and now we're missing it. anw, i shan't blog about it now cos i'll have to repeat EVERYTHING on the ____ compo CA that we have to give hariyati. haha however you spell it! ;D

summary

1) NEVER start stupid games like black magic, fuzzy wuzzy/looking through the green glass door, bangbang, mehmeh or WHATEVER. seriously ;D (glares at hajjar, fad and cabbage)

2) cleaning up sucks

3) i love tang

4) tunneling was retarded and i think land expedition sucks

haha basically we were high practically the whole time after the freaked up HIKE. loved laughing with TENZINGGGGGG (hot hot!) and SHAKLETON! hahahah esp zan, fad-o, farah, hajjar and the rest =D

oh how i missed my music! more tmr!
goodnight tenzing!

Stop, turn, take a look around
At all the lights and sounds.
Let them bring you in.
Slow burn, let it all fade out,
Pull the curtain down.
I wonder where you’ve been?

2006-01-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

not so fruitful day with yiping today! hahahaha, she and her dance stuff!

still got several presents to get! ohwell.
haha obs tmr! i hope it'll be fun and not too dirty (:

Maybe you and me so
Kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin

In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I’m melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me, lay with me now.

2006-01-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!

hell-0! haha. yesterday was hilariously funny. went to watch memoirs of a geisha after school. haha its ultra hyper nice!! don't care what the reviews say okay its damn freaking niceee (: anyway after that we went waking off to look for a taxi.
THEN.

this china woman tapped me on the shoulder.
she was talking in cheem chinese the whole time. but i shall translate it to english! haha.

woman: XIAO MEI ARH!
me: what the...
woman: what grade are you in??
me: HUH.
woman: can you speak chinese or not! what grade are you in??
me: err sec 3 (i actually said sec 1 at first i dont know why!)
woman: ohhh sec 3 ah! OH that means you're 9 years old!
me: NONO 15 15!
woman: oh whats the percentage of malays in your school?
me: err.. i don't...

some weird china guy pops out with a camera right in front of us! and a few china women pop out too (where did they come from?!) and put their hands on us.

weird china man: ONE TWO THREE CHEESE!!! *flash*
us: WHAT THE HELL?!?!
woman: thank you!!

then they proceed to discuss on how we look like 9 year olds.

that is just not normal. hahahaha.
anyway after i finally got a cab after SUPER LONG, mama asked me to go to yufen's house straight. so i was super early and took a nap. haha.
then had pre reunion dinner! like so early? and enen and haohao were climbing all over us. literally! hahaha.

oh sigh,
nobody loves me
everybody hates me
thats why i eat worms!!
fat ones skinny ones.. something something.

ahh i love the yellowcard song- how i go =)

I could tell you all the men not so tall
Who said life's a circus and so we are small
Tell you of a girl that I saw I froze in the moment and she changed it all

2006-01-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

But I still feel you pulsing like a sonar
From the days in the waves
That girl is like a sunburn I would like to save
Through the breeze and the trees and you teased me but hey
The clock's turning around
And your still playing these games
Through the breeze and trees and you teased me but hey
Well every princess has her knight
And i'm still in it for the fight
Everyone's a lost romantic,
Since our love became a kissing show
Everyone's a Cassanova,
Come and pass me the mistletoe
I've found telling you the truth
The hardest thing to get out
I know it wasn't you
That made me feel this way
Will it ever change, Or are we stuck here on our own?
Hello, you, how was the rest?
You made it through, but nevertheless
I got you out on a wire.
You be love and I'll be a liar.

mix it. then match it.

he's out to prove, that he's got nothing to prove

2006-01-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

i hate homework ohmygoodness! and i dont understand a single thing about remainder theorem. SERIOUSLY. i need help!

its all downhill from here.
its not how it used to be.

american idol is funny i think. haha SIGH. chinese new year come faster please. i need money.

stupid love songs

2006-01-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh i've been feeling grossed out for the whole of today. SERIOUSLY. oh yech, dont remind me. bleargh.

anyway, i just watched american idol. HAHA ITS SO SUPER FUNNY. all the weridos. and the way paula scolds simon. hahah. shit man got chem test tmr. sucks right. i need a tutor. for EVERYTHING.

i think i'll change my skin soon. mine's so boring. haha.

Everything fails
Everything runs it's course
A time and a place, for all of this loving war
Everyone buys, everyone's gotta price, and nothing is new
When will all the failures rise
When will all the failures rise, rise!

2006-01-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

i miss my mp33333333.

hahaha everytime i say mp3 it remind me of the mp4 thing at sentosaaa HAHAHAHA (:
i want holidays back now.

math ca today! sucks man. i think im going to fail! haha and there's probably a maths spring test tmr and bio test tmr/thursday, and chem on thursday.
lalalallaaa geog is now officially my sleeping period. haha even though its quite interesting!

i WANT music.

Pain, give yourself a name,
Call yourself contrition,
Avarice or blame
Giving isn't easy,
And neither is the rain,
when she gives herself away

2006-01-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

we're feeling whatever today yes chin?

summary of our lives:

haha. its round in circles all over again.

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

2006-01-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

church today was back to normal again! dg time and stuff.

just ate seafood at eastcoast! haha super nice i think =D
sucks man, three ca's next week and haven't started studying for ANYTHING.

great.

i only want sympathy in the form of you, crawling into bed with me

2006-01-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

rain rain rain and rain.
hahhaa and training was so waste time today! we might miss obs cos of stupid nationalssss. GRARH! hahaha.

i hope the new canteen'll be niceeee!

shoutouts
eunice- hahahah i dont know i dont think i ate at the same place as you! and i love you toooo.
germ- hahaha what finally!
syikin- haha! i miss you too man! and whats tabithug?! hahahaha.
lolly- if you stop being mean to me i'll give you the nicest smelling toilets ever. love, LHL.
loue- WOMAN! haha i'll message you lastest by saturday!

2006-01-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

studied at kap in the morning with some insane hyper person. haha, whose birthday is on the 20th/13th/17th HAHAHA. and we did a really dumb thing after that hahahahaha.

just came back from dinner with the familyy at one fullerton! haha.

i like remember the name by fort minor. quite vulgar but its so.. cool. hahaha. go listen to it =D

And when she says she wants somebody else
I hope you know
That she doesn't mean you

2006-01-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

I came along
I wrote a song for you
and all the things you do
and it was called Yellow

so then I took my turn
oh what a thing to've done
and it was all yellow

your skin
oh yeah your skin and bones
turn into something beautiful
and you know
you know I love you so
you know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
oh what a thing to do
cos you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

you're skin
oh yeah you're skin and bones
turn into something beautiful
and you know
for you I'd bleed myself dry
for you I'd bleed myself dry

2006-01-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

OH MAN.

i just watched bruce almighty for like the first time. haha yes i know im really slow. i thought it'd be like, just all funny and no substance. but the last part is so sweet okay. seriously!! oh my goodness. its practically the nicest thing ever. REAAALLLLYYY.

"grace+bruce forever."
"and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever.."
=D

roar and i think i like the where are you song again. haha.

worship today was gooooood. good stuff good stuff (:
then went to chin's house for lunch and CUT HAIR! hahahah. not too bad.

I'm starin' out at the sky
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh, how does he cry?
What's the colour of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he, where is he, where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he, who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?
Where is he, where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he, who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

who's gonna be my BRUCE ALMIGHTY? =D

2006-01-07T21:56:00.001+08:00

haha managed to swim/tan int he morning! after the rain haha. today its rained almost the whole day today. at least there was sun in the morningg =D

then went to queensway to get my sister's converse shoes and my new tennis shoes! haha.

then had training in the rain. whoohoo.

You're skin
Oh yeah you're skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry

2006-01-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

2006-01-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh i lost my post. hahaha anyway. i think im lazy now.

2006-01-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

rained today! so we still went bedok for training but did physical. haha its better than getting scolded on court at least.

so far, school sucks!

i hope mama'll let me continue drummmmms.

Through the horizon, chased the sun

2006-01-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
bryantan- HAHA GOOD POINT. man thats just so funny.
lennard- remember what? haha
chin- YES! hahahaha! funny funny funny! cock hop i nop!

"shut up, and just kiss me."

SHIT TIRAMISU TODAY WAS JUST FREAKING SWEET OKAY. i almost cried.
for like the first time ever.
haha and i was just going to message quraisha when she messaged me! hahaha so funny.

first day first day!!
sucks lah really. so hyper boing and everything.
i hope tmr will be better! hahaa =D
cant i cant wait to get my school bag! happy happy (: and my neighbourhoodie!

new year resolutions (as of 3RD JANUARY!)

1) i will go on a diet (ha ha)
2) i will work very much harder in my studies
3) i will continue drum/guitar lessons
4) i will do my QT regularly
5) i will TRY to take tennis seriously
6) i will be a better daughter
7) i will take up dance lessons
8) i will be more friendly
9) i will not swear
10) i will really keep to these new year resolutions =D

I've been on heaven's doorstep
With the door open, one foot inside
I've cried out "God, give me answers"
"Please hush child, I'll tell you why
You have loved Me when you were weak
You have given unselfishly
Kept you from falling, falling
Everywhere but your knees"

2006-01-01T16:33:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
germ- haha of course! its just like lots and lots of sugar and lots and lots of chocolate. haha.
lolly- I CAN'T FIND THAT HOPE AND BELIEF SONG LAH. its not anywhere! haha.

happy new year!

1st december. really should get down to writing those new year resolutions! haha but really lazy. i shall blog tmr as i am ultra irritated/pissed off/OIANFOUHRESAUIGHAILWSJNFIAUG at everything right now.

DON'T talk to me.

You wanna feel loose
You wanna see how i'm abused
You wanna get faded
You never wanna concentrate on me
I'm too much of an angel
I'm too much of a saint though i can't be
I'm too much of a reject you dont expect much from

I wanna feel safe
I wanna feel like I'm not hated too
I wanna get closer I wanna feel the most I get from you
I'm too much of a rebound
I'm too much on the ground though you cant be
Your always getting higher
You don't desire me

So what have I got to prove
And what have I got to lose
When your not worth fighting for
And why am I feeling down
While your out messing around and your
Not worth begging for

Just wanted to stop by
Just wanted to see you
One last time
Just wanted to say bye
Just wanted to get you off my mind
Just wanted to fit in
But then I saw you with him

So what have I got to prove
And what have I got to lose
When your not worth fighting for
And why am I feeling down
While your out messing around and your
Not worth begging for

Its up to me .. Its up to me
And I'm still falling
Its up to me .. its up to me
And I'm still calling

Its up to me
Its up to me
Its up to me and I'm still hoping
Its up to me for you to hold me
Its up to me to let you go
Its up to me
But for all you know
I'm already gone

So what have I got to prove
And what have I got to lose
When your not worth fighting for
And why am I feeling down
While your out messing around and your
Not worth begging for

Its up to me
Its up to me
And I'm still falling
Its up to me
Its up to me
And I'm still calling

2005-12-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
sarah- hahahaa yes okay okay.
bryantan- WHAT. BYE!
lolly- HAHA YES I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF TOO.
chin- haha but now i've forgotten why i was irritated. hahaha. i wanna get the recipe okay! hahaha oh then the ingredients how? COME ONLINE LAH YOU POK.
lolly- heeeeeeeee yes i cant get over it. hahaha.
lennard- HAHA yeah so smart huh. oh then his shirt how? i wanna wear it on watchnight cos its so big and comfy! hahahaha.

the five random stuff about me thing, from SARAHONG. btw, AYA LOVES ME HAHA.

1) im really random

2) i love alex polstra

3) reality shows rock

4) i can't live without music

5) i like daisies

i dont want to ask people! hahahaa.

2005-12-28T19:50:00.000+08:00

went shopping with HOHOHO just now! thanks for the pencilcase! hahaha funny stuff, yes funny stuff. got a new MAMBO BIKINI at half price haha! shall swim on friday, if im free =D

WHYARETHERENOMOREDRUMLESSONSIAMSOIRRITATEDIWANNALEARNLEARNMOREMORESTUFFITSSOSICKENING.

haha. try to read that. PERLINI SILVER'S HALF-FACE, CROSS EYED GUY! hahaha i keep laughing when i think of it!

so maybe i've got a lot to learn
or maybe i'm justa hangin' on my words
or maybe it's not a big concern
but if i raise my head would i understand why i'm
better with you

so maybe there's not a lot to say
or maybe i'm only doin' things my way, yeah
or maybe things will be okay
if i get it together
and do something clever
but make it better with you

so tell me where did i go wrong before you
before you came along
well it seems like i was lost
you showed me how to do things right
now i'm so glad that now you're mine..

so lemme say it all again

so maybe there's not a lot to do
or maybe i'm justa makin' myself confused
or maybe i've gotta nothin' to lose
but if i get outta line
just tell me you're mine
and how im better with you

so tell me where did i go wrong before you
before you came along
well it seems like i was lost
you showed me how to do things right now i'm
so glad that now you're mine

so use me dont let me screw it up
i believeyou oh and i need your touch
just a little spice of you
could never be too much
i believe you oh and i need you now
to make it better off somehow
to make it better off somehow

so tell me where did i go wrong before you
before you came along
well it seems like i was lost
you showed me how to do things right now i'm
so glad that now you're mine

so use me dont let me screw it up
i believe you oh and i need your touch
just a little spice of you
could never be too much
i believe you oh and i need you now
to make it better off somehow
you make it better off somehow

i love this song(: its so sweet! and the guitar part in front! its so nice and i wanna learn it but i can't find the tabs! sickening. hahaha.

you make it better off somehow

2005-12-26T11:08:00.000+08:00

merry christmas and HAPPY BOXING DAY!

haha i dont know what boxing day is for but, nevermind.

shoutouts!
mag- haha aren't you just a little girl? haha nah kidding kidding!
germ- HAHA what a funny computer you have germ
haz- merry christmas to you too! (:
den- hey! haha im great(: HOW IS YOUR SAILING? i wanna talk to you man. anw, merry christmas!
bryantan- EXACTLY. then why did you get it!?
lolly- haha I CANT WATCH TODAY!! i won't be a home! AHHH! oh my alex ):

going out for lunch and dinner again. yawn.

2005-12-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE

had dinner at our house today. like the whole extended family?
haha super stuffed now! and and im getting a crumpler/timbuk2 school bag haha but haven't decided yet. and a nano/video! me and my cousin are trying to buy 2 and get discount. haha but its quite sad cos i have to pay for both of 'em myself ): sigh.

it'll be christmas in an hours time.

all i want for christmas, is you

2005-12-23T19:12:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
lolly- I KNOW CAN YOU DONT REMIND ME I THINK ALEX POLSTRA IS THE HOTTEST THING EVER, and i can't find your song (:
bryantan- sorry but i gave your pink panther to my sister =D haha
lennard- HAHA i know you can't stand losing to MEEEEEE man.
eunice- eunice the "smart" girl.
den- HEYYY! yeah merry christmas too! talk to you next year(:
nette- haha yes! so i presume you're still in nz right.

2005-12-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

haha YAY I LOVE EUNICE FAYE AND SOPHIA(:

haha and germ, you pangseh-ed me again! i dont like you anymore please. BYE! hahahahh it was a not-very-eventful-shopping day.

okay then was supposed to meet faye and soph at esplanade for dinner but ended up eating at country manna instead. HAHA i think we were the noisiest/stupidest/RETARDEDEST people there! hahahaha and i think i scared the waitress with the "NONONONO" thing HAHAH dont remind me.

anyway after that we made a wish at the fountain of wealth thingy and then went to write a christmas wish on a card this lady gave us! haha yup and its gonna be hung along the river or path or whatever you call it. haha look out for ours when you're theree! =D

hmm then we bought icecream to eat on the boat that brought us to boat quay. hahaha quite dumb lah cos when we reached there we just walked along all those restaurants and pubs and got to the bus stop. haaha yeah thats it! (:
i dont wanna say goodbye):

i'll be going for drums soon. haha i still have manymany cards to write!

jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way..
HEEYYYY!
oh what fun it is to ride on a one horse open sleigh..
YOOO!

2005-12-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
germ- haha i was seriously ALL ALONE. nobody came except dawn and cheryl! damn sad LAH. hahaha.
lennard- haha don't know? i think it sounds cooler. HAHA.
bryantan- hahah i got you a present alr but i won't give it to you unless i get mine firstt. HAHA.

man today was a super sucky day. but i love soph and eunice(:
first time it rained when we were supposed to go tanning at sentosa lah! damn sickening!
hahha met edwin bennett and jlee there too. haha anw we should be going there again next thursday! haha im really tired now. night!

Maybe, we're just young
And we won't know till we're old
Too young to free ourselves from this lonely fishbowl

2005-12-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

today went christmas shopping with fayeee and soph couldn't come ):
haha bought lots of presents! spent quite alot i think. heh.

can't wait for sentosa tmr(: hope it won't screw up.

AND I LOVE YOU EUNICE OKAY? <33 cheer up!

tell me again, why am i here

2005-12-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

ohmygoodness i HATE coach richard. SERIOUSLY. i'm not gonna say what happened lah. i'll just slap his stupid square face.

christmas shopping tmr! don't really feel like going, but ohwell.

and i love you more than you'll ever know

2005-12-16T10:34:00.000+08:00

caught king kong yesterday with eunice ho ho ho! haha can't believe te stupid show is THREE FREAKING HOURS. if they cut off all the parts of closeups of their faces staring into space it'd be much shorter. haha.

i think this song is real cute.

Mister Frog went a-courtin, he did ride, uh-huh, uh-huh.
Mister Frog went a-courtin, he did ride, uh-huh, uh-huh.
Mister Frog went a-courtin, he did ride,A sword and buckler by his side, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh.

He bridled and saddled a big fat snail, uh-huh, uh-huh.
He bridled and saddled a big fat snail, uh-huh, uh-huh.
He bridled and saddled a big fat snail,And rode it 'tween the horns and tail, uh-huh, uh-huh. uh-huh.

He rode up to Miss Mousie's door,
Where he had often been before.

He called "Miss Mouse, are you within?"
"Yes sir, I'm sitting down to spin."

He took Miss Mouse upon his knee
And asked "My Dear, will you marry me?"

"I'll have to ask my Uncle Rat,
To see what he will say to that."

"Without my Uncle Rat's consent
I wouldn't marry the President."

Frog jumped on his snail and rode away.
He vowed to come another day.

Now Uncle Rat, when he came home
Asked "Who's been here since I was gone?"

"A very fine frog's been calling here
And asked for me to be his dear."

Uncle Rat, he laughed and shook his sides
To think his niece would be a bride.

So Uncle Rat rode into town
To buy Miss Mouse a wedding gown.

Say, where will the wedding supper be?
Just down by the river in a hollow tree.

Say, what will the wedding supper be?
One green bean and a black-eyed pea.

What else will the wedding supper be?
A fried mosquito and a roasted flea.

Pray tell us how Miss Mousie dressed?
In a cobweb veil and her Sunday best.

And what did Mister Froggie wear?
Sky-blue pants and a doublet fair.

First guest to call was the Bumble Bee,
And he played them a fiddle tune upon his knee.

The next to come were the Duck and Drake,
Who ate every crumb of the wedding cake.

"Come Miss Mouse, may we have some beer,
That your uncle and I may have some cheer?"

"Pray, Mister Frog, will ye sing a song
That's bright and cheery and shan't last long?"

"Indeed, Miss Mouse," replied the Frog,
"A cold has made me as hoarse as a hog."

"Since a cold in the head has laid you up,
I'll sing you a song that I just made up.

"The all sat down and started to chat,
When in came the kittens and the cat.

The bride, in fright, runs up the wall,
Turns her ankle and down she falls.

They all went sailing 'cross the lake
And all got swallowed by a big black snake.

And the ones who escaped were one, two, three,
The Frog, the Rat and Miss Mousie.

The Mouse and Frog went off to France,
And that's the end of their romance.

There's bread and jam upon the shelf,
If you want some, just help yourself.

To me way, you Sandy, my dear Annie.
All, you New York girls, can't you dance the polka?

2005-12-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

yuck i don't feel like coming online anymore. i hate it!

stayed over at ling's place yesterday. haha slept quite late cos i couldnt sleep after i got off the phone. then i slept like 2 or 3 hours in te afternoon while the little kiddies were playing!

i shall stay at home tmr and play the new harry potter game! how lonely.
i feel so unfit now.

The love of her life is drifting away
They're losing the fight for another day
The life that she's known is falling apart A fatherless home, a child's broken heart
You're holding her hand, you're straining for words
You're trying to make sense of it all
She's desperate for hope, darkness clouding her view
She's looking to you

Just love her like Jesus, carry her to Him
His yoke is easy, His burden is light
You don't need the answers to all of life's questions
Just know that He loves her and stay by her side
And love her like Jesus
Love her like Jesus

The gifts lie in wait, in a room painted blue
A little blessing from Heaven would be there soon
Hope fades in the night, blue skies turn to gray
As the little one slips away You're holding their hand, you're straining for words
You're trying to make sense of it all
They're desperate for hope, darkness clouding their view
They're looking to you

Just love them like Jesus, carry them to Him
His yoke is easy, His burden is light
You don't need the answers to all of life's questions
Just know that He loves them and stay by their side
And love them like Jesus

The Lord of all creation holds our lives in His hands
The God of all the nations holds our lives in His hands
The Rock of our salvation holds our lives in His hands
He cares for them just as He cares for you
So love them like Jesus, love them like Jesus

You don't need the answers to all of life's questions
Just know that He loves them and stay by their side
And love them like Jesus
Love them like Jesus
Love them like Jesus

2005-12-09T09:43:00.001+08:00

AT LAST!

this blog can finally be revived! =D
hahaha okay okay so first i was in japan and when i came back the stupid computer was spoilt and before i knew it it was time for youth camp! hahaha so im back (:

i shant blog about japan cos it was like a really long time ago. ahhaha youth camp!

knowing God.

first day- creation
went to botanic gardens and science centre to gather information about.. err.. nature? hahaha and then we did this presentation to the "experts" to show that the world was created by God and not some evolution nonsense. yup. and our group won! yay!

second day- sin
all of our groups got charged that night for breaching camp rules. like not cleaning up, staying up, etc. so it was like a court session lah, then you will like have to plead guilty/not guilty. cause of "sin" we had to be punished the next day! but we had a chance to redeem ourselves by getting a perfect score of 1000 in games next afternoon. haha i think all of us were really quite scared.

third day- our saviour
umm we obviously didn't manage to get the perfect score, so we still had to get punished. but wei en, our judge took our punishments for us. i everyone was really moved and most of us cried. i think it was the first time i've EVER cried in public since i was 6? cause i NEVER EVER cry. at the sanctuary after meditating and worship many people rededicated their lives to God, including me.

fourth day- response to our master
we had to reflect on the whole camp and discuss with our group and all that. then we took camp photo! haha i think im going to look horrible but nevermind, IM SPECIAL! ;D

so after camp me, chin, benxie, chingyang, bryan and david went for lunch and euods joined us later. HAHA i think they're real funny/hopeless. I TOLD THEM TO WATCH CHICKEN LITTLE BUT NOOOOO, THEY JUST HAD TO WATCH AEONFLUX. stupid ultraboring show had me, euods and chin fast asleep within 20 minutes. and the cinema! oh my. haaha i've never been to empress before and its like terrible. they dont have popcorn, their chairs are broken and torn, disgusting floor and walls, etc etc. no wonder the tickets are like 5-6 dollars only. hahaha dont ever watch aeonflux i tell you. waste your money only!
after that we wanted to play pool but everyone had to be 16 and above. haha the lady only didnt believe bryan was 16! so yeah, played lan instead. SUPER DUMB CAN! i think im really horrible at it. haha just shoot stuff and all that.

today
woke up quite early, dont know why. and played computer, then headed off for drum lesson. haha today's lesson was good! learnt like 3 or 4 new beats! haha =D

its yengwai and hilmay's wedding tmr. hahahah me and chin are thinking of wearing a white shirt with a tie and skirt! i think it'll be super funny. hahahaha. (:

well camp's over. i love my dg even more now! - Bimbos In Action (BIA) hahaha! came with that on the last night ;D and my group, agathosune- me, euods, annabelle, jiaen, cheryl toi, cheryl ho (snr), kaiyuan, bennett, eugene, yicheng, matthias, bryan and rachel. haha thats all I THINK.

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true,
add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow. (??)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie (??) and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone, I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past six months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I'm nursing a craving for hokkien mee.

one true thing about me: im special(: hahahaha.

five other people: yun, eunice, faye, j mei, l kor!

haha okay i just realised j mei and l kor are in new zealand. so nevermind(:

Wonderful so wonderful is your unfailing love
Your cross is spoken mercy over me
No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no heart can fully know
How glorious, how beautiful you are

2005-11-18T11:49:00.000+08:00

was told to do this by germaise and eunice.

RULES OF THE GAME
1. post five weird/random stuffs about yourself
2. at the end of your post, list the names of five people who you want next to do this
3. leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules

1. i am leaving for japan in 11 hours time
2. i don't like reading big chunks of words on other people's blog, but i like to do so in books/paper blah blah
3. i usually don't find a song nice the first time i hear it
4. im just really really in love with casting crowns right now dont ask me why(:
5. i find ______ hot. HAHAHA.

stupid zelig. cheat my feelings! he told me this morning that there's no drums! and i thought there was. SIGHH. haha okay i just came back from training. one word to describe it?
SCORCHING.
and suddenly it rained. haha i find it so dumb.

oh yesterday went to suntec swensens with yiping and chin. stayed there for like super super long! and drank alot of water (: HHAHA. supposed to discuss the nametag thing but in the end not really. HEH.
and HAARRRYYY POTTERRRR last night!
to me i think the show was SO-SO. as in if i had watched it BEFORE i read the book it would have been somewhat more appealing.
BUTTT! they cut off so manymany things in the show! and i find they concentrated on the wrong/less important stuff. and they changed alot of things lah. like neville gave harry the gillyweed instead of kreacher. and barty crouch made the dark mark instead of kreacher.

OHWELL. overall the show was nice(:
dan radcliffe is super ugly now
ron/fred/george weasley ARE SUPER FUNNY. HAHAHAHAH.
emma watson is pretty!
and the rest of the characters are all ugly lah. hahaha.

shit i need to do my theory homework now. but i shall try to watch oc first!
seeyou again on the 29th! =D

When I got tired of running from you
I stopped right there to catch my beath
There your words they caught my ears
You said 'I miss you son. Come home'
And my sins, they watched me leave
And in my heart I so believed
The love you felt for me was mine
The love I'd wished for all the this time
And when the doors were closed
I heard no I told you so's
I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you

And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what is my best defense is
I hate these consequences
Cause I know that I let you down
And I don't want to deal with that

2005-11-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
farah- HAHA REALLLYYY! THATS COOOL! at least there's someone in tennis with me(:
chin- hahaha NEVERMIND. on the account that we are good friends i shall waive the 30 cents you owe me ;D
germ- HAHAHAH you morph into a fishball and i shall eat you up! =p
jia- hahahaha not really! =D you go learn your.. your.. JAP/KOREAN!
lennard- WHAAT! haha nevermind. yeah i love sushi!

today the sun was really hot. haha so im burnt. plus i lost my drum stick! so i have to buy a new pair =( with my own money. sucks. haha had lunch with eunice at parkway then went for drums.

watched lost season 2! OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT. the thing inside the hatch is like so stupid and anti climax?! and super duper far fetched. haha but i shant spoil it for you guys (:

fuck off and die please. i dont want to listen to your nonsense.
anyway i'll be watching harry potter tomorrow! and leaving for japan the day after tmr, which is friday. hahaha hope it'll be fun! (: DISNEYLANNDDDDD!

sometimes i give into silence___*

2005-11-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

oh yeah forgot to say,

I GOT IN 3/2!

(: (:

2005-11-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
germ- hahahah YES i bet you still have secrets!
yun- ARE YOU SUREEE(:
den- haha im fine! we'll be in different classes next yearrrrr. you SMARTASS!
lou- hahaha yes YOU TOO!

im too lazy to blog about today.

2005-11-15T11:23:00.000+08:00

i'm still waiting for
you to be the one i'm waiting for.

2005-11-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

Voice of truth - casting crowns

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in
On to the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe
The Voice of Truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe
The Voice of Truth

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me(calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe(I will choose to listen and believe)
I will choose to listen and believe
The Voice of Truth

I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe
The Voice of Truth

I will listen and believe
Cause Jesus you are the Voice of Truth
And I will listen to you
you are

oh man. i dont know how old this song is but i love it! just happened to come across it when i was downloading if we are the body. i like these kind if songs! (:

hahah im so pissed at ____. seriously, what is his problem? i want to slap his face.

i think im getting tanner and tanner and tanner! hooray! the weather today was insane. the sun was shining super duper brightly and i almost got fried, then suddenly it started raining heavily! then after a while it stopped, and rained again. hahahah mad.

ahh it'll be a super busy week today. trying to cram everything in before the holiday. tmr there's outing AND piano, wednesday there's piano again and training and drums and possibly outing, on thursday theres outing, and we're gonna watch harry potter at night! friday there's drums and training then we're leaving for japan at night already! i'll miss you guys(: hahaha

stupid ares. i cant watch my OC season 3.

2005-11-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
faye- im replying now! HAHAHA love you loads baby(:
lolly- HAHA I LIKE MISS ALL OF YOU CAN! =(
qsah- hahaha i havent been to yours toooooo
mag- hahahah yeah i noticed! yesterday i couldn't tag my own blog lahhhh =(
chin- hahahha after i come back i can stay over and you can give me my 30 cents!
lennard- hahahha but i told you i find them interesting!

mini confessions again today. haha changing behind the bushes was highly amusing.
and i realise something, I DONT HAVE ANY MORE SECRETS! HAHAHAHA IM SECRETLESS! =D =D

i just waited like two hours for my dinner to come. we ate at some coffeshop in geylang which is supposed to be famous. haha i smell of garlic and crab now! like YUCK.

im gonna bathe soon. haha

Look who's alone now; it's not me, it's not me___*

2005-11-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

hey! haha okay what happened yesterday?
oh went for drums after training, and then went to play pool with faye and soph! hhaha i think it was quite bad because i reslise i suck at pool after all! HAHA. and had a nice long chat with faye after EONS! (:

just came back from coach richards training. I HATE PICKING UP BALLS. like seriously. it just wastes hitting time! >=( i felt like slapping his face i tell you. he has two buckets of balls and he only uses one! cant he like use two buckets first and then pick up a few for me to serve after that? SICKENING I TELL YOU.
anyway, went to queensway with germ and chin at around 1. hahah FINALLY got my glasses! yup and i bought a really nice nike shirt which someone *ahem* happens to like very much *ahem* and she swears she'll hate me for life =D i know you cant do that fishball seller! HAHAHA.

thennn went over to ikea to meet yun and her mom and dad! so we ate hotdogs and such and took SUPER DUPER LONG to decide where to go. hahah like seriously. in the end yun germ chin and yun's dad came over to my house to watch DOLL MASTER. haha i knoew i'd regret it after i watch it. its scarier than wishing stairs. HAHAHA. wishing stairs seems quite mild to me now. ohwell. i shall sleep on my sister's bed tonight.
oh and if any of you are thinking of killing a doll with a soul here's something to take note, gouge out its eyes, and slit its throat ;D hahahaha.

i'll need to talk to someone tonight as i'll be quite scared. call me? HAHA.

sweet sedation, sweep the issues___*

2005-11-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot to say something. you know every night when i get go to my room and i look at the clock it'll be 11:11! hahaha really! super cool right! and no, my clock's not spoilt. =D so i shall post a relavant song! HAHA(:

11:11 - The All American Rejects

All the windows,
Swear to miss you,
And the doors are cell block tight,
Sweet sedation,
Sweep the issues,
And the clocks about to strike
Did it call you down,
Are you back just yet,
Waiting now please come set me free,
And the only sound is a minute left.

This could be, this could be the last time

It's a chance to fix mistakes,
One more for the last time,
Does it blow our dreams away,
Don't waste this chance with your smile
10 seconds left on this dial,
This could be the last time.

Along the staircase,
I dream to hear you,
In a whisper quiet room,
Space for thinking,
Space to scream to,
But the echoes sound like you,
Not the stars at night,
In a pitch black sky,
I don't know just wants to see you
But the time is right and it only flies

This could be, this could be the last time

It's a chance to fix mistakes,
One more for the last time,
Does it blow our dreams away,
Don't waste this chance with your smile
10 seconds left on this dial,
This could be the last time.

It's only us,
It's only now,
A simple wish,
It's so late tonight.

This could be the last time,
Now I've made our last mistake
One more for the last time, (This Could Be) (This Could Be)
Does it blow our dreams away,(This Could Be) (This Could Be)
Don't waste this chance with your smile (This Could Be (This Could Be)
10 seconds left on this dial, (This Could Be) (This Could Be)
This could be the last time. (This Could Be) (This Could Be)
It's only us,
It's only now,
It's so late tonight.

i dont really know what it has to do with 11:11, but nevermind.

2005-11-10T14:09:00.000+08:00

chalet pictures(:

me, candice
me, jamie and MAO PAI HUO! hahahahaha at the balcony!
me, candice and angelica doing the classic "OHNO!"

mengli and peiyi cooking some stuff. and jamie looking uber shocked! for i dont know what. hahahaha.

thats nadia hooked on SBSP LIGHTS, CAMERA, PANTS! hahaha i have one of me too but i refuse to reveal.

sorry for the incomplete post yesterday! haha anyway i just came back from ms tan's house for piaannnooooo. got this new book andand im going to learn SUPERMAN! hahaha i've been trying to figure that song out for the longest ever time. and live twice and some other stuff! hahaha (:(:
i can't go out today cause mummy says i go out too often. haha ohwell im quite happy to be at home!

oh yeah. to quraisha, RETURN MY GUITAR TUNER!!! I CAN'T PLAY A SINGLE FREAKING THING NOW AND MY COM'S QUITE SCREWED SO I CAN'T TUNE IT ON THE COM! thanks babe(:

i can't wait for tmr. may the sun shine brightly that day! =D=D hahaha and drumsdrumsdrums! i wanna learn moremoremoremore stuff! :D how greedy.

got this song from jiang ling =p

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Tears fall down your face
The taste is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is easiest when I am around you

So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips are sealed for her
My tongue is
Tied to a dream of being with you
To settle for less is not what I prefer

So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away

Catch you if I can
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I to the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

isweariwantthesadnesstogoawayihatethewaythisfeels

but if i let you go i'd wonder the rest of my life___*

2005-11-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
euods- HAHA thats cool! (:(: you're like me! that time i tagged your blog when i was in sweeden right! hahahaha
germ- hahaha yeah its funny lah! but its.. so.. POWER RANGERS-ISH!
chin- hhaah i KNOW what it means! and im just kiddingg!
ting- haha really! thats cool! (: yes holidays have been funnn!
germ- WHAT DID I DOOOOO?
faye- hahaa YESYESYES I REALLYREALLY CANT WAIT FOR JAMMING!! =D so exciting!! hahaha sure darling(:
lennard- what! i didn't!! since when lah!
can- hahaha i'll sned them to you when you're online(:
nette- hahaha okayokay!

class chalet!
i can't believe i brought my UNTUNED guitar there. so stupid. anyway, the bulk of the first day was playing xbox and bbq! hahaha its seriously fun lah the spongebob game! i think i played it the most. HAHA. lights, camera, pants! hahaha.
i dont really like bbqs. i always end up not eating anything at all. and i get so freaking smelly! so after that was more xbox with suann, claudia, nadia, shila, sherlyn, PENNY AND ME. hahahaha so lame! (:
then at around one something in the morning we decided to go walk to the beach! haha so we sat at the breakwater singing songs and wishing on shooting stars! sherlyn wanted to bring OLINDA CHO here. haha! get it? SHOOTING STARS?! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
oh and sharing a bed/pillow/blanket with sherlyn was a big mistake. in the middle of the night she was like, "WHOA WHY SO COLD? I CANNOT STAAAND IT!" then she went back to sleep. i think. hahaha.
wild wild wet just now was quite okay i guess. but the stupid sun didn't come out properly! so my tan's like super temporary. SIGH.

have to wake up early a

2005-11-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

shoutouts!
faye- HAHA yes drums rock! and and i cant wait for friday darling(: of course i miss you!
lennard- hahahaha i dont really care cos i always tickle YOU first in real life! HAH.
soph- haha i'd be happy to teach you SOPHIACHEW! and i thought we're going out on friday!
eunice- HAHA he's NOT hot! but he's real nice. but i won't say he's THAT ugly either. hahaha
germ- i think i'll get sick after too many dg outings though. hahahahah!
yun- haha NO MORE INTERESTING STUFF! and thank you for finally tagging. hahaha
chin- hahaha eh confessions is supposed to be like that!
germ- im lazy to write so much! hahahaha anyway i found out chicken little doen't open tmr. its SKY HIGH! hahahaha paiseh paiseh!

okay! im finally updating. hahaha
wan ling stayed over after fg last night! haha yup but she like always stays over. haha anyway i think today was very cold. like really really cold. in the morning i kept shivering!
anyway it was first sunday today and we had youth praise. suddenly everybody's talking about Christ's second coming. i dont know why! haha i think its scary.
anyway after that went for BAN MIAN! with daryl and germaise and lennard.
haha hilarious stuff.

LETS GO TO WU TAI SHAN TO PASS SOME TIME!
*hahahahahahahahaha*
IS WU TAI SHAN IN SINGAPORE?

dont ask me who said that.

anyway im really tired. hahah.

But if you're ready to be my everything
If you're ready to see it through this time
And if you're ready for love then
This I will bring
But I'm not gonna wait for you forever
This time

2005-11-04T21:28:00.000+08:00

im very tired now.
ponned training today! hahahah cos it was raining and it was in school so i went for drums! haha and i was late for it lah. the stupid receptionist called me at like 1.15 sharp can scolded me! i was rushing like anything already okay. haha. you know my drum teacher's name is ZELIG? what a weird name right? but he's very nice! haha and he's the main drummer for bread of life church(: cool huh. i learnt all the parts of the drum and how to play each part and then learnt the simple 4/4 beat! hahahaha i cant wait for next weeks leeson man=D

thennnn it was off to town to meet yun, germ and chin!
we met at lido and went shopping. I FINALLY GOT MY RIPCURL BOARDSHORTS! hahahah!
we went to coffee bean and had CONFESSIONS! well, sort of. hahaha i think we really talked alot. which is good! we should ALWAYS have these kind of things. yun had to leave early so germ chin and i went to citylink to go shop some more. and then we went to esplanade! hahaha walked around aimlessly while trying to find a toilet. i think we're so funny. we were talking and talking and talking until we didnt know where we were walking and ended up in this.. PLACE. hahahaha.
i think i talked to much today and im very tired. but today was EVENTFUL. hahaha.

goodnight!

its a complicated web, that you weave inside my head___*

2005-11-03T22:22:00.001+08:00

IM FAT.

i can just go for villa wellness or something. or i should just stop eating altogether.
bleargh!

haha anyway today me and my cousins and aunties and uncles went to the beach!
we didnt exactly CAMP. just pitched a tent and dumped all our bags inside and played cards outside. HAHA. how OUTDOOR-ISH. and my dad caught so manymanymany jellyfish! like hundreds of small ones. haha and a sotong! yeah. then after that we all went for steamboat at golden mile.
okay my aim is to not eat!
hahahahaha nah kidding.
i'll just puke everything out after i eat! =D

oh and my first drum lesson is tmr after trng!

HAPPYHAPPY(:(:(:(:

every damn day's the same shade of grey___*

2005-11-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

2005-11-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

shoutouts
lennard- sigh. so childish. hahaha dont tickle me LAH YOU.
estel- HEYY!
hani- haha i got ask you to tag mehhhh?
shila- i miss you laogong ):
faye- hahaha yes yes okay i will! and i know who you love! me right! (:

HAPPY HALLOWDEEPARAYA WEEK!
haha ohwell. yesterday we and my family went to the beach with misty! and then bought some fish from some farm.
hahha im getting terribly lazy.
oh i sgned up for drum lessons with eunice today after training! hahaha exciting exciting (:
we did volleys for the whole of training today. quite horrible if you ask me. but i shall say this, coach qing is nice! hahaha.

im so relieved we're not going to st johns island tmr. seriously. i'll just die. but camping is just as bad. and i think we're going camping. hahaha.

Jump with them all and move it
Jump back and forth
It feels like you were there yourself
work it out

2005-10-31T09:40:00.000+08:00

shoutouts!
lennard- you don't have abs for nuts you soft thing. POKE!
germaise- hahaha yes yes lets! (: (: (: many smiles!
chin- picnic sounds quite fun too! hahaha OH YEAH. paiseh. OKAYOKAY LUKE WAS THERE TOO!
germaise- we shall hide and seek and share secrets and have confession at the same time okay? so its like we'll hide and talk! hahahaha okay thats DUMB.
lennard- oh stop making excuses LAHHH. i won you! hahahahaha =D
eunice- haha NOOOOO! i won't cry! you ever see me cry before? huhhuh? HAHAHA. pleaseeeee i wanna goooooo but i dont know who to go withhhhhhhhhh :( oh i never knew where chevrons was until yesterday? HAH. and i hope training wont be tough today.

five more hours to training! and im getting quite bored of rakion now. hahaha so i dont know what to do. NEHH. ohwell i shall go sleep or eat or watch tv or guitar now! but my fingers are still pain. haha so i think i shall sleep =D

Who makes
The waters of my sorrow part
And leads the gladness into my heart?
Who makes
The rivers run that wash away
And clean my soul to make a new start?

2005-10-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

heyy! i keep thinking today is saturday but its actually sunday! hahaha. anyway it was 5th sunday today so we had concert of prayer. haha i thought it was quite good(: i like the song "one desire" or something? haha.

andand after that we had batch outing. haha so err.. let me see if i can remember all the people who went. me, chin, yun, germ, lennard, ching yang, marcus, bryan, david, benxie, samuel. yeah i think thats all. haha had lunch at kfc then went took mrt to that ice skating place. hahaha then we played arcade while waiting for yun to finish her piano lesson. it was super funny! like we played para para and all those rubbish games. haha lennard sucks at para para! =D
and then went ice skating. haha eh im the ICE PRINCESS! whoohoo! benxie's the ICE PRINCE. HAHAHA. i think my feet are aching now cos i didn't tie the thing properly. haha. one more thing. germaise has a louder scream than me. CONFRIM. hahahaha

then walked to chevrons to bowl. its was quite crowded so we had to like wait. so we bowled and played card games at the same time? haha yeah. so funny.
basically, i won lennard at air hockey, ice skating, hello jack and bowling. HAH.
yanw im like super tired now.

i realised i didn't blog about the last day of school at all!
okay so basically, for the badminton competition we thought we were in the 2nd round cos we had the 2nd most points, but we didn't cos we lost all our doubles. heh, which is like quite sad. aahha. yup i think im gonna miss 2/7 :(
but it'll be good going to a new class next year. uh-huh.
oh and loke-yeo's leaving for tj. haha snigger =D =D

there's training in the afternoon tmr. YAWNN. hope it'll be good.

Lord i come to You
let my heart be changed renewed

2005-10-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

hello! yesterday's training was real dumb. i think kong is damn shitty. he's so rubbish! bleargh. haha and my msn is not working!! like wth. stupid firewalls and stuff :(
ANW, today me aand my mom went to queensway to get my new glasses! hahah i think its quite nice. and cheap too! andand i got my orange and grey dunks. FINALLY! hahaha. it was on discount> so i saved like 21 bucks! whoohoo! hahahaha (: happyhappy.

alright im going to restart my computer now and hope msn works.
byeeeeeeeee

i've got a few more feet but its still the longest yard___*

2005-10-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

haha finally my conputer is working properly. ohh yesterday my stupid stupid dog chewed up my spare wallet. so now i dont have ANY wallet! bleargh. haha so ANYWAY today we had this stupid alge-fun thing which is totally PRIMARY SCHOOL "if i break this chocolate bar in half, how many pieces will i have?"
DUHH. haha okay i think i sound quite mean. and some people dared me to write "please change your name to alge-BORE" in the feedback form. haha i think im quite scared that some teacher will come and scold me. really! dumbb thing. haha and after school had the medical checkup for obs aand went over to eunice's place to catch DEUCE BIGALOW EUROPEAN GIGOLO! hahahaha i think its really really funny. but its those stupid slapstick jokes. so yeah. HAHA.
and and i finally ate fish and chips after such a long time! (: (:

im going to fall sick soon. haha.

2005-10-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. i lost my post. what a sucky day! i wrote so long just now! and now its gone! wahlaoooooo. ANYWAY. to sum it all up i managed to drop my phone in a drain, lose my wallet and mp3 within 24 hours. yup my lovely, beautiful, insanely cool zen. my heart burns.

so take everything and leave me scrambling___*

2005-10-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

harlox. im gonna b toking lyk dis thru dis whole post. hehex. kawaii! ^^
ohwellx. church was okiee todaee. i tinkk teachingg is much better nowx. caann understand more stuffx. yuppyupps. kekex
aand we'll be hafing batch outing nex wk! c00l bananax!
alrigghtx. dis ah lian ting is gedding iwwitating.

HAHA.

When they come knocking on your heart's door
Choose the one who loves you more
And when you've found
They'll be knocking on your heart's door something to die for

2005-10-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

sucky SUNLESS day.
my day at laguna was wasted! hahah yup played tennis with my dad NOT under any sun!
haha ohhhhwellllllllllllllll.
had dinner at taka cos i don't have traning today! yes yes and it was MAD CROWDED. haha i decided to get the orange and grey nike dunks the next time i go to town. (:

I DONT WANNA SLEEP! I'LL STAY UP ALL NIGHT LISTENING TO LOUDDD HEAVY METAL SONGS AND AND AND STRUMMING MY GIUTAR TILL ALL THE STRINGS BURST AND AND JUMP ON MY SISTER'S BED TILL ANOTHER PLANK BREAKS AND AND RUN UP AND DOWN MY STAIRS AND AND DO SITUPS TILL DAWN! WOOHOO! ABS HERE I COME!
i just dont want to sleep.
but i bet i will end up sleeping anyway.
so much for all the rubbish i mentioned.
yawn. its my gong gong's birthday dinner tmr! i think it'll be quite fun. all the little cousins and stuff. hhaah. okay im going to guitar now.
bye.

it aint no surprise that that bitch is leaving me___*

2005-10-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

HEYYY!
today we had the financial talk thing in the morning. it was super boring and super useless! like seriously. i can't believe i paid $10 for it! hahaand after the talk we had some free time and stuff and on off again to the hall for another boring presentation. oh and the obs briefing. HAHA so funny lah! hani was like, "are there going to be crocodiles?!" then i said yeah and she actually went to ask the instructor! dumb girl. hahaha :D
after school we faye, soph, eunice, clare and kim went to umpire the sec 3's mini tennis interclass. HORRIBLE AND UNORGANIZED. yup thats all im gonna say. hahah.

thennnnnnn i was supposed to go celebrate yun's birthday at suntec! we plan for like how long alr lah! in the end we didn;t go because.. i dont know why. so ANTICLIMAX. hahaha so went to caltex instead with faye, soph and eunice. mr bought us a tub of ice cream and chips for helping with the interclass! =9 hahah and we got really HIGGGHHHH on the icecream and chips andandand started playing with the water in the toilet and stuff. haha after the wacky stuff we sat down again and mixed the melted icecream with chips and played ANIMAL CONCENTRATION and whoever loses has to eat a spoon of the icecream! haha the game was the funniest thing ever. we were laughing like insane people lah! hahahaha.

dinner with eunice after that. i knowww yourr secretttt! hahahahahaah =D
SIGH. im so SLOW. so STUCK. so.. so.. DUMB.
how sadddeeenning. HAHA.

i hope i will not waste my time tmr.

Like moonlight looks on a country side,
Like a rose that's silvered with dew,
Like sunlight looks on a meadow,
Love looks so well on you

2005-10-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

helloo! haha what a dayyy, got back our lit results and yeahhhhhh. sucked as usual! haha oh well DUMB ME.

i dont wanna go for badminton next week man! i'd be so clumsy on court i tell you. haha DENISE YOU BETTER BACK ME UP! hahaha.

oh well. off to sleep!

you make everything good, everything wonderful___*

2005-10-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

heyy! haha haven't been updating. okay so err monday! went to catch into the blue with eunice. yup and got back our english paper. SUCKED BIG TIME MAN. haha sickening.. gargh. oh err tuesday! eunice, quraisah and quraisha came over to play guitarrrr. haha and we caught hot chick! i think im really suaku lah. so late then watch hot chick. hahahahah i think its really funny! like the "why you little bitch!" part. HAHAHA.
aand todayy.

THE WORST DAY EVER.

got back science math and chinese. all the super super NEH papers lah! hahah i think i improved for everything lah. but math was really really wasted. SIGH. and i think im such a bad friend. i dont know how to console people properly! i just end up saying nothingg =(

haha and i think training today was quite refreshing. we ran 2.4 and did physical. haha quite fun i guess!

lalala i feel like playing tennis now (:

you took everything while i was staring at the sun___*

2005-10-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

helloo!
haha today's sermon was super duper boring. the guys voice was so.. put-people-to-sleep. HAHA.
watched the myth today with chin, yiping, germaise and charlene. haha its so NUTS LAH. the show i mean! its like this indian monk talking bout some philosophical stuff. BLEW ME AWAY. HAHAHAHAHA. and i think im going to be sickkkkkkk. we were like drenched and then went into the aircon. hahaha. ohwell. MAN \. results tmr! D:

alrighhhttt im going to play rakion. HURHUR.

Lord won't you reign in me again?___*